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The unwanted love 
My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emookay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
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As usual - Friday, September 19, 2008 8:31 PM haha well today as usual..had fun last night..so much fun-fun hehe..really miss him so much..talked last night ..so glad to hear his voice..heheheh i really miss him & love him so much..oh well right now my family downstairs doing kuih for raya..while i'm up for a while doing this blog..haha yes..??... Poem for you <3 I love you, you love me, i miss you, you miss me, your everything i dream, your everything i hope of, i kept pinching myself, am i dreaming? or am i hallucinating?, when i realize it's real, i could feel, in my heart, i never wish to be far apart, but a wish to be part in your life, till the end.. dedicated to my hubby xoxo about yesterday sungkai out - Thursday, September 18, 2008 2:37 PM Haha yes i forgot to save last night post..ahhhh start all over again, ^^ Back to square one..Our first stop yesterday..'the airport' with the girls (tee & dee)..We're just there with Tee to say goodbye to Yamin since he off to UK..before that we stopped at a restaurant..and bought CHOCOLATE & CHEESECAKE..temptation couldn't stop us haha.. stayed there for a while...till we didn't realize the time..so in the end we break the fast with a box of milo (it was worth cooling the throat) Here the funny bit..we almost forgotten where we parked our car..(yes the 3 forgetful amigos)..but another funny-forgetful part..Tee started the car and everything suddenly something clicked our minds when we saw the exit tol..<u>we forgot to pay the ticket..(yes were forgetful again) soo tee had to walked again while me & Dee chat in the car.. Haha a smooth drive to gadong..*peaceful*..end up eating at excapade sushi instead of the arch..didn't made any reservation so they told us to wait in the waiting room which is cool .jpg)    yes were vain hehe 
 
 random shots of food  the salmon sushi & the calafornian sushi...( haha looks like a duck don't u think so?)
 doesn't that remind you of a certain someone? yes its fai [during my birthday] *note the face & fork* After eating, we went to the mall arcade and tried the photo booth..haha amateurs for the first time & the woman whose in charge of the both pressuring us to hurry up cuz there not much time..haha so the pix were awkward & not ready but i did like some of the shots..=) made 3 copies fortunately it was getting late..we waited.. & waited in the end..tee will get the pic today and will give it to me & dee next week.. So way passed my curfew, supposed to be home before 9pm but stayed at gadong till 10pm (blame the photo booth) haha yes..when tee send me back.. we divide the sushi & the cake and guess what?? Sungkai out - 2:37 PM Again sungkai out later..with Tee & the rest it's been a while i hangout with them..i feel really happy so much..heheh the surprise on 16thseptember was totally unforgettable..i kept pinching myself am i dreaming or is this real..and yes it's real, the one i waited for so long finally his mine & i'm his..hehe love him... -to be continued- last day of school - Tuesday, September 16, 2008 12:39 PM YEAY!! haha (no yeay for the form 5 cuz extra classes for holiday coming humm T_T)..okay before that lets talk about yesterday..I had my english orals..it was pretty easy[no pressure]..hehe she friendly and all luckily my reading went smoothly.. as for the conversation topic it was about "do u like taking care small children" okaaayyy..haha pretty much fun answering it hehe..involve so much about baby-sitting & responsibilities which i done alot.. Oh and yesterday there was the car boot sale again..finally had the chance to see some nice stuff.. soo i end up shopping around and bought some accessories..pretty nice & cute though..oh-oh i bought this rose which made out of paper..i love it though although its paper bt its still rose..hehe my fren made those and sell it at a cheap rate..and at the end of the boot sale 12.30pm.. i saw TEERAH =3..haha too happy to see her   Black & purple roses.. okay now back to today..LAST DAY OF SCHOOL..haha too excited?? [NOT] teacher loading us with homeworks yes..but seeing the positive side..its a revision for O'LEVELS, i can just count the days till the exam..ahhh scared & prepared at the same time But at the end of the day wardah & jan2 brought their camera so we end up taking pix..i'll post those pix soon maybe next week ^^
blame the unsteady hands of akmal haziq using my fone to take this one shot haha =p Twilight yeay!! - Sunday, September 14, 2008 9:18 PM  ATTENTION TO ALL THE FANS OF STEPHENIE MEYER BOOK OF 'TWILIGHT' THE MOVIE DATE PREMIER CHANGED TO 21ST NOVEMBER NOT DECEMBER .. Hahaha i noe m damn excited when i checked the website haha seriously when i saw it i danced n jumped around like a total lunatic..in other words "sakai" banar anak ani hahah..seriously.. i forgot all my misery cz i noe when i see the trailer the guy damn CUTE brabz (don't u think so?) seriously cute OMG cute banar haha "sakai" haha tomorrow my english orals so like right now m stealing the moment of my cuzzie on9 juz to post this..(sori sara) haha.. yes too excited to post this up.. luckily o'level finishes on 17th november few days before the movie... yeay!! *random dances*.. - Saturday, September 13, 2008 3:19 PM haha yes finally going to sungkai out today..hehe..well school was nothing much..*lol* except we had computer test..yap! thought i was prepared yet i became blank [some of it, what's gonna happen next??] O'level closing by ahhh...hahaha, God what's happening to me now???!! i've changed alot eversince that HEART-BROKEN-LOST-LOVE-HOPE-MOMENTS..*sheesh* hahah oh well i went a lil vain here a lil pic of moi..haha last night i send alot of pics ...*no further details* 
Yeah end of story for today hahaha...post ya later
currently at coffee zone doing this...haha yeah so were out..juz us auntie win,fai,sara,me & nabilah =3 yeah juz like last year except no birthday...hehe..waiting for time m posting this blog..haha no pix i guess..ahhhh OMG!! haha *no futher detail* *censored* =p THEM!!=) - Thursday, September 11, 2008 2:53 PM Hmmm...so bored today well its nothing much of a fun haha yeah...study time lately cuz i noe O'LEVEL next month..*growl* okay stomach stop dat ^^, ehe-he-he..keeping my mind on the blog just few minutes.... is it me or is it lagging today?... 1.our teacher in english don't noe what wrong with her today, she calculated the marks wrongly (alot of times), 2.She made more spelling errors on the board..(okaayy???!! not..) i'm happy with the fact today... 1.Asnawi Happy for a reason 2.Alot of laughter in class (more than usual) 3.receive comments in friendster that *someone* gave me suspense..suspen banar 4.2nd highest in english qualyfying marks disappointed with today?? 1.lets see surprise-surprise my english revision drop (not much time to finish it) 2.Moving on AGAIN this time its different.. Pretty much the same i guess haha but i can't wait for O'LEVEL TO FINISH haha *too excited* i love viewing my frenz blog..so much it sometimes makes me hapy when m down....haha umm..     
orals - Monday, September 08, 2008 8:53 PM Okay today i had my MALAY ORALS It was pretty much okay luckily i had the easy topic...alhamdulillah..my passage was about dadah & the perbualan was about komputer..i was relief when they kept on saying 'bagus on my kefahaman'...my reading was almost perfect, when the perbualan comes uhhh i went gagap a bit..but the teacher was friendly didn't scare much of a pressure...haha so yeah before it was our turn, me,zahra & fathin talks about obesiti.. *zahra*-apa lagikan sebab-sebabnya obesiti anikan? slain ani? *points at paper* *fathin*-aku tau, kerana bnyk mkan makanan minyak-minyak-minyak, lemak-lemak-lemak *us*-*LOL* haha seriously cali when she say it, too bad no pictures available currently heheh not much of a post haha ciao! ^^ tagged - Sunday, September 07, 2008 1:40 PM Name: Hayra Nur Hafizah Siblings :None juz couple of cuzzie in one house Height: 5+ft Where do you live: .... Favourite drinks: Coconut,watermelon,ice milo,cappacino[im a coffee freak] Have you ever been on a plane? - Yes Swam in the ocean? - eh? haha if i want to kill myself Fallen asleep at school? - Never[seriously] Broken someone's heart? - yes couple of times but i changed eversince...*something* Fell off your chair? - hahah uhh??..yeah when i was a kid Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? - yep till 2am in the morning Saved e-mails? - yes[my mail full of good junks] What is your room like? - half messy + half organized What's right beside you? - books What is the last thing you ate? - satay, + junkfood ^^ Ever had chicken pox? - when i was 5.[haha yeap] Sore throat? - when i ate too much ice cream. Stitches? - nope Broken nose? - does it look like i have one? NO WAY Do you believe in love at first sight? - NO,cuz it happened to me once and it didn't work out Like picnics? - yes to the food Who was/were the last person/people you danced with? - my lil cuzzie Last made you smile? - On the webcam with zakwan you last yelled at? - the cuzzie, when they tease me haha[joking way] [Today did you:] Talk to someone you like: no Kissed anyone: no[kiss a cat?] Get sick: sick of love? Talk to an ex: hope not Miss someone: my bestfriends & him?[who ah?] *Eat: nothing Best feeling in the world: calm,nostalgic,peace,serenity,loving Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yes, the white teddy bear from singapore What's under your bed: junks . . Who do you really hate: my place is being messed up, hate the fact i'm sensative to the max What time is it now?: 4.13pm [Random:] Is there a person who is on your mind now? - umm yes, its *someone* Do you have any siblings? -sadly no =( [the lonely teen] Do you want children? one day hehe maybe 2 but not now Do you smile often? BIG YES!! Do you like your hand-writing? yes i get compliments all the time wishing they want my handwriting haha Are your toe nails painted? - no Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in? my mommy What color shirt are you wearing now? - white What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday? - updating nazrol profile friendster & immem-ing When did you cry last? - few days ago Are you a friendly person? -yes [do judge the book my its cover] Do you have any pets? -yes, currently a fat cat & a cute lil kitten with silver grey fur with blue eyes Where is the person you have feelings for right now? - somewhere in Brunei [i bet he working right nw] Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? - uhh yes, such a memory left away [888 lucky date] Do you sleep with the TV on? - umm never What are you doing right now? - doing this & listening to a song i wished you loved me-tynishia keli[addicted to this song] Have you ever crawled through a window? - ummm yes!!! haha in school Can you handle the truth? - yes. Are you too forgiving? - yesh Are you closer to your mother or father? -mother[so close] Who was the last person you cried in front of? - umm Nazrol? How many people can you say you've really loved? - umm HIM Do you eat healthy? - yeah but at some points i'll eat cakes , chocolate,candy,chocolate,ice cream, chocolate XD! Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? - honestly yes, i keep some of my ex pictures.[one day i'll be LOL away when i grow up] Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? - yes ,this month If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? - lock up in my room or i wud go to the beach Are you loud or quiet most of the time? -quiet lil me sometimes loud Are you confident? - 50-50 heheh 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: i was a clumsy-lunatic*trip*fell*,i was quite but totally active, i was a fan of power ranger,[thinking m the pink ranger-kimberly*i remember that haha*],i cry alot, i love drinking milk 5 things on my to-do list today: revise. pray. sungkai. updating blog. chat. 5 snacks I enjoy: chocolate, ice-cream,cheese,candy,biscuit[cookies] 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: go to Japan, changes new hairstyle everyday,donate money to charity,build my own music studio so i wud be stuck there playing all day hehe,further studies?? and travel all over 5 of my bad habits: lazy,slumbering all the time,over-confident,never arranged my stuff sometime, 5 places I have lived in: Anggerek Desa,Masin, uhh dat so far not much 5 jobs I've had: daughter,being a cousin, the maid of laundy & washing dishes,student,help ppl in life[more like a psycologist stuff] 5 people I tag: tee,jolin,mmi syhrah,timah,wana SURPRISES - Saturday, September 06, 2008 6:00 PM well so many surprises lately haha i dnt think i can handle that much of a suspense.... even me i'm planning a surprise myself, lately i'm juz quite happy well lets juz say m happy sja for no reasons yet....haha rytteee.. So TODAY..preety much bored...i've just updated nazrol profile, and changed the blog song to AYUMI HAMASAKI-BECAUSE OF YOU.,, it's rock a bit [i love it]..hahah damn it i just got surprises i juz can't shut up smetimes but m still shut up[i guess].. Suprises #1.one of my bestie got a bf...*happy for u babe*[i noe it hard to believe] #2.I'm planning one of my own surprises #3.Can't wait for the suspense of *zakwan* #4.I'm happy so much didn't have a reason why..[weird] *alalala*random dance* its raining the music playing i'm hyper with the songs heee =D AYUMI HAMASAKI..most of the songs are my fave..hehe i love the songs i sing alone..m not posting much cuz m jz blankly bored haha having my orals next week..ahhhhh X_X.. *glomps*mummy dee[happy for you babe awwwww *hugx*] bored - Thursday, September 04, 2008 1:32 PM haha i noe i haven't post slot of things lately cuz there nothing Fun Right noW Reasons for not posting alot : 1.Getting ready for O'LEVELS 2.My love life WAS complicated 3.No mood 4.Nothing interesting happens I Know haha...my qualifying marks kind off low so i'm backing off the internet & sms for a while i know i can get glued to it...[haha so true]...today well i met Dinie at break..at first i didn't noe he was the cousin of a fren of mine...well he nice & all haha, such a supportive cousin he is...he reallly memajal, he goes like "Accept saja tia his proposal"...n so on... haha well i didn't noe what to say i juz smile, cuz recently i'm sure u all noe that I'm Moving on slowly.. So yeah that's how the story goes haha but right now i think i'll just remain quiet & single[i guess] haha still holding my record haha i bet ur curious what record so lets spill something.. Past ex-boyfriends [2004] - 1 (haha so setia) [2005] - 2 (broke one off then set of to another) [2006] - 2 (can't remember why cuz that year is sorrow) [2007] - 4 (okay pratically i was heart-broken by one of the guys, some lasted for a few days, i was pratically hurt alot, till i didn't realize i hurt the innocent ... IM REALLY SORRY) [2008] - O (yes i noe it's hard to believe i went single this year...i rejected alot of proposals SORRY GUYS.. Cuz i was waiting for someone.. but it didn't work out so yeah I MOVE ON LIKE I SAID I WOULD HEHE) Hmmm yeah so that's my current record..normally i would find someone right now.. but my heart seem to be CLOSED for the moment waiting for THAT PERSON did damaged alot, but i forget about it anyway...so this is something i experienced few days maybe weeks before.. I POST THE SONG GOODBYE TO YOU-MICHELLE BRANCH in friendster today..i DEDICATED THIS SONG TO HIM... can't believe that you just played around my feelings i remembered and wondered what happened when you said "ACTUALLY I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU SERIOUSLY".. u gave me hope but somehow u crushed it u left me alone a few weeks that made me suffered..*SIGH*..i waited for you for a few months and hold it tight when u said u had feelings for me, I guess its juz a memory especially 888, that day u made me feel like i was special but i guess its nothing now..*break down and cry*..now i noe who in ur heart.. i juz figured it out myself and i'm not that dumb to see it..my instinct was right all this time but i was too blind my love So yeah detailed reasons why i didnt post , but right now m happy what i am...i like to thank zakwan, chelsea, fai, shue, tiqah and the rest who helped me when i was totally down in the dumps i love u all.. To the people who got heartbrokened : i sent few of u some emails the title "mens & relationship i hope it will help u all as it helped me when i read it..dats how i get it bout life [i guess] HAPPY BEING SINGLE -FIE- |
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