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The unwanted love 
My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emookay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
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- Wednesday, October 29, 2008 8:46 PM  i woke up around 9.00 pretty late haha..fortunately i thought it would be like any other morinings..turns out there UNEXPECTED GUEST....yes unexpected guest!!.. ---in the kitchen-- *fie* - *making sandwitches for breakfast* *sara* - kaka, IA ada.... *fie* - ia siapa?? *sara* - ehh you noe who laaa... so i went in front...then....*drum roll*....it's ABG NAZROL...yeah unexpected..haha & the embarrasing is i haven't mandi and all yes so embarrassing BUT it was sweet of him to gives us CHOCOLATE CAKE ... *My heavenly fave dessert* Yummy chocolate!!!....i just have to take picture of it...sweet strawberries too!!!...* i float to the clouds when i ate it*  And i didn't care how i look like in front of nazrol after eating that cake hahah but it reminds me of MUSIC UPDATE Then later afternoon..i spend most of my time..playing different random songs.. and compose a few melody with no words yet...hahaa 1.i tried composing by improvising the chords, A,G,F, then back to G *MUSIC TALK* 2. I got addicted to this song in my blog... 3.My finger not getting any better T__T (  Anyhow haha i'm off to study now hehe =)OMG MALAY!! - Monday, October 27, 2008 7:03 PM  AAAHHHHH!!! Bahasa Melayu well it was easy luckily for this year...tapi...AKU NADA SMPAT HABISKANT___T i lost 9 MARKS cuz of time..plus the questions banyak anak-anaknya, panjang lagi tuu... gila rushing brabz...huhuh.... But POA juz fine *i guess* Then after POA...pergi ke computer lab..n yes kna bg job to make an article for the school magazine..haha ok laaa i just take it haha... so yeah..masa computer lab..me & sia masuk dulu..skali ada tia c-asnawi masuk.. *fie* : eh tuu na c nawie *nick* : hahah heyy~~ here comes the monkey *fie, sia, teacher shaun* : *LOL*.... *Nawie* : 0_0 *T. shaun* : Nawie u want?? * gives a curry puff to nawie * *nawie* : Why?? *T.Shaun* ; eh, they don't want waa m giving it to you *nawie* : *takes it* *sia* : a food that don't want to it give to the monkey *ALL OF US* : *LOL* hahah i do not know napa c-sia ri ani hahah kuat membuli To c asnawie lau ia membaca : SORRRYYY - Sunday, October 26, 2008 3:34 PM Back again...i'm just so bored today...again its going to rain(i'm glad) haha i'll jz post up my schedule of exams hahah *random* 27th oct : Bahasa melayu 1 & 2 POA 1 1st Nov : Art 4(composition in colour) 5th November : Maths D '1' 6th November : English 1 & 2 7th November : Combined science 2 Geography 2 10th November : Maths D '2' 12th November : Geography 1 13th November : POA 2 17th November : Combined sci 1 Fortunately a long way way to go haha more papers to do..but i'll then after that 17th november ...graduation rehearsals for form 5 n primary 6...haha yeah...then there the prom & sara bday... which reminds me WHAT SHOULD I GET FOR SARA??WHAT PRESENT WOULD BE NICE? <U>MUSIC UPDATE 1.well i've listened to one of my frenz band song on friendster, well not bad..its nice .. 2.chatted with sis zana about music and all got me hyper up 3.Finger starts to heal..i can strum again *yeay* xoxo fie xoxo A little bit of blood - Saturday, October 25, 2008 10:57 PM Okay it's late i know haha but my hand went "amai" i need to type.. haha before exam began, it rain heavily...so didnt wanna miss the chance i played in the rain *yeay!!!* Haha didnt care much about getting wet cuz that was the fun part of rain...going to sleep now..and study more tomorrow.. MY OWN MUSIC UPDATE well eversince i changed my blogskin "music my life" well i'm going to post more about my music life too ^__^... 1.Today i began more on ear training so far is much better than before i was glad & shock 2.Frankly, i accidently cut my finger which hahah going to sleep.. now..nyte2 ^__^ To my babe ratna : i'm glad u like the blog that i changed for you..as for your sis, nantitah i'll do it haha its hard to find the blogskin yg ur sis mau *mis u much* I MISS MY BESTFRENZ : FAI,DEE,TEE,IKA,CHERYL,SIA, ZANA,  HAHAH *143*..LOVE YOU!! hahah *random* =p To be honest i guess i never did move on from him a request by the twin XD!! - Friday, October 24, 2008 10:13 PM hahah i noe i'm not suppose to post..but since my exams tomorrow art..well cool down a bit..i can practice more n study more later on since the exam in the afternoon  i love this one awesome kan??  *note the clock*or watch?? haha *points
This is a request of posting...haha i don't mind though..it began with ART TALK as it leads one after another hahah blame Me cz i started it *LOL*...haha...well i do not know what to say here... TO MEY: What do u think of this drawings?? ...heheh TO ADIB: is ur heart thumping?? *beat*beat*beat... BOOOOWWWHHH!!! *Grins*
before i say goodbye -final post- - Monday, October 20, 2008 3:01 PM Goodluck to all o'lvl, A'lvl candidates wish all the best we all pasS =D I'm going to be offline from 21stoct-17th nov.. i'll be back after a month (so long for now) Oh yes..i'll let a final post too..hehe today well i changed alot of my attitude..suddenly i have a burning desire to live up my dream...that's MUSIC!!...yes..few days ago...  "THE GUITAR" haha yes i do have a guitar..yet it juz sits in the corner of the room being the The amateurs speech : *fie*-[onlining MSN] *chats with twins* - *nudges* Yo twin get ur guitar...[sara ambilkan guitar dari bilik] *sara*-*gets the guitar* here..*gives guitar* *fie*-type..type..type..[online]...bah teach me.. *twin*- first don't touch the 6th string which the thick one.. *fie*-*nods* *twin*- now to tune it..hold the 6th string on the 5th Fret and strum it together with the 5th string....*few minutes later* dah kah???.. *fie* - Uhhhh what's A FRET??!! 0-O....[the line thingy ka tuu??] *twin* - O_o.. haha fortunately he was a bit shock too hahah yes i DO NOT KNOW WHAT A FRET... haha after a few lessons on my own i understand the guitar more..haha i got addicted to the guitar like the piano
"THE PIANO" And yes this is my piano..its cream and yes its unique you won't find this in Brunei..this piano came from malaysia and its been there BEFORE i was born lets say this house are the family music freaks before..haha I LOVE THIS PIANO SO MUCH XD!!... i started when i was 9 yrs old..haha...i played various songs from CHINESE, JAPANESE, MALAY & ENGLISH SONGS...even tried composing a lil bit -__-*not successful yet* "THE VIOLIN" It's sad to know the violin needs repairs currently i'm planning to repair and send it to contessa *wonders what the cost* the strings broke and the bow not that good anymore...so yeah *SURPRISE* i actually do have a violin its the same reasons like the piano,been here BEFORE i was born haha yes..*winx* "THE ORGAN" haha another *SURPRISE* i have an organ too..*AGAIN* This damn organ not functioning.*sheeesh* again [m gonna spend my allowance money on repairing this instruments]..*aaiiyyaaa*.. LASTLY.... "THE FLUTE" Tadaaaa!!! the last instrument that i have in my house...the flute been there like the fate of the piano , guitar & violin haha..i can't find where we last kept it..blow..blow..blow..haha i knew how to play it YEAY!!... This is fie final post with my passion of music lovers much...my family used to LOVE MUSIC Like i do..but now they do not have the time.. so after o'lvls i'll bring up all the instrument back to its form n be alive around the house with MUSIC!! ^__^ Yesterday arif [my ex bf PDS] came to my hze haha its been a while since i last saw him around..he changed alot but one thing the same he still as has the same ...same... uhhh..nvm..haha update alot of himself so we talked and talked like frenz always do..so yeah..many springs n surprises *O_o* what am i saying??!! haha he says he miss my house??[*dats random*] hahah (he's been to my hze before).. suddenly he says "he miss me??" *O_0* I WAS SHOCKED!! but i don't miss him like before *NOW THAT A SHOCK OF YESTERDAY* haha got to study now tomorrow COMPUTER!! MISS U READERS & BLOGGERS one thing weird..the breakup changed me alot i became stronger Xoxofiexoxo - Wednesday, October 15, 2008 12:42 PM  Yeah so last night i watched this movie it was nice..more like a musical movie...one of the songs "sorry not enough" is in my blog now and that song sad much..i noe sorry not enough to fix everything up..right now m trying my best to forget him but i just can't i cried just to think of it... *sigh*... sorry not enough-american mall OST I'm sorry can't save a heart When it breaks and scattered in the wind How can two words cover the hurt The others been living in Oh I never believed I'd ever need Any more than I did before When sorry's not enough There's nowhere left to turn Too much to forgive Tell me where is the answer How do you find the strength The strength to let it go We need to just to leave When sorry's not enough Love can fall hard Leaving the scar that remembers How bad it burns We won't pretend where next time begins 'Cause it makes us live alone Although now I believe that I'm gonna need A little more than I did before Sorry's not enough There's nowhere left to turn Too much to forgive Tell me where is the answer How do you find the strength The strength to let it go We need to just to leave When sorry's not enough No there's no going back And tomorrow is all we're gonna have So we will have Sorry's not enough There's nowhere left to turn Too much to forgive Tell me where is the answer How do you find the strength The strength to let it go We need to just to leave Oh just to leave baby Sorry's not enough so unexpected - Tuesday, October 14, 2008 1:36 PM its such surprising when u thought u did find ur true ones but i guess not..m quite shock and sad but the one thing m glad that he is being honest with me..when we texted i knew changes began when raya came so today ends the 28 days relationship... i texted him this : *fie*- am i a boring gf to you? *Him* - no,erm ur not boring, how do u feel texting with ur fren or couple? *fie* - texting a fren cm biasa sja but with a couple is much different, wat bout u? *him* - dnt noe if a fren a couple sma sja.. *fie*- am i a fren to you? *him* i just want to be honest and i wanna tell u dat i cnt feel the true love.. so yes it ended just like that..glad that he's honest with me at the same time m hurt.. i remembered how i waited him it hurts dat much..but this is much more painful than before....well he did asked if we can still be frenz but well i cnt think of any decision now..so i juz said goodbye..to be hurt twice by the one u love the most its hard to accept in back to him -i'm sorry but i can't seem to think anything now..but thank you for being honest and making me happy in a short while thank you...for now i shall study to the fullest..thank you for the honesty n happiness ..u made me happy when were together.. mwahz what? - Monday, October 13, 2008 1:21 PM  yeah m vain..haha the three shots on top was the new pics..specified vainity-vainess i noe m so bored..well didn't go to school today so yeah had to study home..till 21st oct..so i'll be not posting blog for a while till the exams finish this will be my final post for this month i noe jarang updated dah so i'll just post this up..last night i chatted till late night..n made some birthday surprises for IKA..and yeah she was surprised... Not much of a picture yestesrday forgotten to bring my fone[pelupa bnr]..went to the airport send my grandfather back to malaysia gonna miss him though..then after that ber-rayaing at my mom frenz hze..cam panuh na ja panuh rumah x haha..skajap sja balik tarus.. then around 5ish..went to a hze which is thai-muslim..jz frenz though..when the food they served was THAI CUISINE yes hallelujah..cz I LOVE THAI FOOD.. spicy yum-yum-yum yeah not to mention i love their house nice..yes smpai sja balik ke rumah *EMERGENCY TOILET*[side effect when u eat spicy banar]..hahah.xoxo lil evil elf fie xoxo HAPPY BRITHDAY SPECIALS - Sunday, October 12, 2008 11:10 PM  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IKA!! hahha taddaaa!!.. i bet this is unexpected so yeah its a surprise for you babe happy birthday to you...hehe too bad nada cake but i hope this poem help hehe dear friends, like you that are hard find, yet when i'm with you, its like a book that has been bind, a bind of friendship, and care, in a book that is sealed so tight, so when u read that book, read under the stars, as u wish for wishes the flight above it, and may all ur wishes come true babe happy birthday and goodluck !! *hugx* best frenz till the end =D YEAY M BACK!! - Wednesday, October 01, 2008 12:55 AM Hahahah yes m back with my laptop *hugx the laptop* okkaay it my most precious key to connect to my frenz haha..oh ya..so yeah today got my lappy n also i cut my hair AGAIN!!.. 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