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The unwanted love 
My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emookay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
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I PASSED - Thursday, January 29, 2009 9:08 PM I PASSED O'LEVELS 5'O AMIN yeah too excited i jumped & cried of happiness but i'm going to retake some subjz just to improve more better... CONGRATZ TO ALL FORM 5 WHO PASSED PTE MERAGANG !!! TAGGED - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 11:22 PM TAGGED BY IKA Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her. Ratna a.k.a ika!! 1.She has been friends with me since primary 6 *and that a fact* 2. VANITY...takes over her 3.Her taste of music very similar to mine 4.Always there when you need her 5. LOVES CAT 100% (right she loves em...no matter what) 6.Love to call herself ika 7.She funny...(when someone upset she can cheer anyone *kali*) 8. She my sister ^^ and i love her 9. She Nice & lawa (kambang tia nie haha) 10. Never forgets her friends ^-^ The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself Fie 1. Faizah made my name Fiezah originally my name is "fizah" (people get confused) 2. LOVE MUSIC SO MUCH esp PIANO! 3. In love with dinie (agree alot) 4.Someone called me a "hamster" cuz i sometime squeak like one 5. Fave flower : ROSES 6. alot say i'm cute yet my face so familar to everyone (which is unbelievable....they will go like "hey...u look like one my friend/family) 7. Sleeps late on holiday 8. Cooking ? yeah 9. Loves to play in the rain 10. LOVES MY BESTFRIENDS TILL THE END!! i let anyone who wanna do the tag hehe Happy chinese new year - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 11:15 PM GONG XI FA CAI!! Happy chinese new year.... well i've been only 2 houses....yesterday was my mom friend & today i went to barry house ^^..... today well was fun... me and faizshah arrived very early 7pm and were their 1st guest... and i was really quiet as more barry friends came and i'm the only girl for at least an hour (i think)......dinie came too then we eat... after dinner...went up to barry room and they started playing and betting on blackjack...they were having fun while i just look...then i went talking with kevin.... i remember this clearly while i was talking to kevin barry says : *barry* - Hey Fizah, where are you? come here *fie* - why barry??*barry* - you're my goodluck charm *fie* - *lol* (oh really?) so yeah i ended up flipping his cards with my luck.... round 1 - he lucky, round 2 - my charms opposites hahah oops...... Then later a few chats i made a new friend... then be vain with dinie ^^..   there faizshah and the others at the background   a shot blocked by barry? or was it dylan?? haha Thus i thank kevin for the pictures of us My wishes - Monday, January 26, 2009 12:01 AM 1. To have a dozen of roses one day 2. For nokia e71 3. ....... ok this is just short there more but hey if someone who noes me better jst surprise me!! i love surprises...ryte now ppl are playing fireworks i can see and hear them loud and clear HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE GOODNIGHT!!! xoxo I love you xoxo whoever reading this post haha just think it lightly don't take my wishes seriously or you'll end up stressing urself To dinie - Sunday, January 25, 2009 11:28 PM  Just like a rose, blooms enchatingly elegant, we both blooms like one too, the morning sunrise, the petals welcomes the flight of light, just like you, welcoming me in the day, always to first to bright up my day, Noon for the roses helps the nature, to continue the cycle of life, without it, it wouldn't be balance, just like noons we had, we never stop to care, for each other At night roses began to sleep, into the dark, closing its petal, closing its beauty and fragrance, at night, we wish a good night sleep, to say "i love you always" that means so much, it can't never close our heart. I'll be the rose and u shall be the thorn to protect me.. To dinie : i love u always so much and always will be.. *hugx* this poem says it all what i have to say don't cry cuz i'll cry too with you Happy + nervous = ? - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 7:06 PM Firstly i'm happy to find the piano sheet "river flow in you" - yiruma , as we all heard this song has also been played in the movie twilight ..yeap i'm delighted to find this song with a fast tempo..but soothing... i planned to play this soon... but have to check my printer for the moment got a little bit problems... but once that done i'll dedicate this song to.. TEERAH & RATNA ( i know both of you are really fanatic of this song)    Yes now the thing that i'm nervous is the o'level result...huhuh so many rumours but i can feel so little time left...i will pass this (i hope) 
after completed Kingdom hearts 1 & 2 and now currently playing another game of kingdom hearts which is called "chains of memories" Tagged - Monday, January 19, 2009 4:28 AM Tagged By Faizah people I tag: 1. Ratna 2. Dee 3. Fai 4. Tee 5. Awie 6. Nadee 7. Mey 8. Mumtazah 9. Wardah How do you know 1? -since primary 6, eversince then we've been close till now, she my sis too =) What would you do if you never met 2? - i would never knew she my cuzzie all along What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you? -Lets count this as a hangout =D Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? - Hahah no cuz both are cousins Do you think 7 is attractive? - mybe yeah ...=p Do you know anything about 8's family? - yes.. related but not so close Tell me something about 9, - She?? VERY ACTIVE IN SPORT who loves to *LOL* so hard till =') What language does 2 speak? - malay, english, Japanese ( i understand a bit ) Who is 3 going out with? - the boyfriend Farid =D How old is 4? - 18 still young =D Who is 6 favourite singer? - apa ahhh? Is 8 single? - Defenietly What is 9 last name? - omg how could i not remember this x( Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? - As a sister well then yes Which school does 2 go to? - MD What do you like about 3? - Very loud and fun i love everything bout her is never dull but makes me hyper with smiles =D Im awake - 4:04 AM Now its 4am and i'm awake...posting this cuz i couldn't sleep back At first yes peacefull sleeping when one called really got me to shocked and kept asking myself am i dreaming or this is a nightmare i didn't expected any call or msgs since the last time we contacted, so we talked alot of things i feel sorry.... that call just now really caught me by surprise...Now i can't sleep which is a surprise normally i can sleep back... so now i'm just going to continue reading memoirs of geisha i noe some of you might seen the film already like me i seen it too hehe...just reading the book more detail ....wait, i haven't finish reading the draft of midnight sun...ok i think i'll finish that first *lol*... to all you twilight freaks here the midnight sun link www.stepheniemeyer.com it's just a draft of midnight sun hehe enjoy.. with the other things too cupcakes!! - Saturday, January 10, 2009 9:43 PM Today i made some simple cupcakes...yeah jz simple yet delicious as always.. Not much to say i guess i'm too tired now....hehe and i'm still JOBLESS!!! (i really need a job)!!! Tagged By Ika - Thursday, January 08, 2009 4:38 PM Tagged by ika EIGHT Lasts 1. Last alcohol you had :- none... 2. Last beverage :- 7up?? haha 3. Last phone call :- Faizah (yeah you babe) 4. Last text message:- Dinie..(24/7) 5. Last song played :- Bella lullaby ( so glued to this song till i played on the piano ) 6. Last icecream :- CHOCOLATE + CHOCOLATE SYRUP!!! (^_^) 7. Last time you cried: :-On the phone/hearing sad songs (thats the blame) Last meal :- Curry chicken? (oh how i wish is butter milk) *searching the recipe* [this is driving me nuts] EIGHT Have You's1. Have you ever dated someone your bestfriend likes? -NEVER... well never wish to.... i respect my best friend 2. Have you ever been cheated on? -cheated as in being USED?? yes!! 3. Have you ever bought condoms? - NO!!.. 4. Is there one person who can make youfeel better no matter what?- yes!!.. my love..dinie... 5. Do you find yourself crushing onsomeone currently? - nope, i have my baby boo why do i need a crush? 6. Have you ever lost someone? - yes.. twice actually never contacted anymore =( 7. Have you ever been depressed? - yes that was the past...now not anymore 8. Do you smile at strangers? - uhhh mybe yes mybe no..sometimes RANDOM:1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? - ups and down...with mom sometime...dad?? ----------- 2. what is your pet's name? - Hyde(black,fat,lazy,spoiled,pampered cat) 3.How many people have you kissed in 2008? - none...they just kiss me on the cheeks 4. Were you happy when you woke up today? - 50/50... 5. What is the fact about the last person who texted you? - he loves me? heheh 6. Do you hate the last person you kissed? - yeah 7. What are you listening to right now? - Decode.. 8. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? - yes!! alot of times actually 9. What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed? - randoms stuff junks 10. Last night you felt... -as usual...lapar haha 11. Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone? - dinie,faizah,katie,fathin,fahmi.. 12. Ever been kissed in a car? - nope 13. You're being extremely quiet, what does it mean? - i'm shy / not in the mood 14. Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again? - yeah HIM,.. 15. Last time you laughed? - Just now,..with Faizah and her sis (haha main mortal kombat) 16. Do you regret anything from your past? - yes.. regret being with HIM after being so used 17.u could seek revenge on someone would you? - i did but it wont help me much later on 18. Do you bump into someones arm if you want to hold their hand? - ehhhh?? apakan?? 19. Last arguement? - Last year..2008...forget it 20. Plans for saturday? - as usual...online..(depends though if i get the job or not) 21. Excited for anything? - yes..the hangout and tee birthday (although is a bit long way a bit) 22. Last time you were confused? - when ahh ??!! lets seee uhhh nth..oh now m confused thinking when m confused (hahaha blurr!) 23. Do you like to cuddle? - yup(i feel happy cz my bf jz hug me while m doing this post!!) 24. Do you hate when people smoke around you? - yeah i hate it alot 25. Who was the last girl you talked to? - Faizah(again its you babe). 26. Who was the last person you talked to in person? - Dinie (haha i noe ur here kan jogging ma faizshah) 27. Do you have any plans for today? - just hanging out with faizah 29. Do you think best friends can be replaced? - NEVER BE REPLACED 30. Do you plan on moving out next? - depends how my studies result.. 31. Are you 18? - in few more months..(JUNE 27) 32. Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you? - yes he means alot to me 33. Whats the closest thing to you thats liquid? - OXY 5% (the pimple cream?? haha ) 34. What did you do last night, with who? - lol on youtube with sara... I tag anybody who wants to do this tag Big Bang & DBSK addiction - Sunday, January 04, 2009 9:04 PM i love this song..really sad..its more like R&B...haru haru..the title of the song.and this song likely i dedicated to..the heartbroken couple bt the truth both love still each other.. and this song wohoo!! off course to the couples this is for you..Park Bom her voice sounds familiar don't you think so??? im addicted to this song I LOVE THIS!! forever with you the title Wwwooooo DBSK!! love this one so so so much tq shuhaidah cz of you m more addicted than ever...the latest DBSK-mirotic Why did i fall in love with you, DBSK sang both korean and japanese..this is one of the japanese song..uwaaaaa! DBSK-korean.. Tohoshinki- japanese yet the same people... which band is hotter DBSK? or Big Bang i'm betting DBSK will be more...OKAY ITS OFFICIAL I LOVE DBSK/TOHOSHINKI!! fun day - 4:13 PM yesterday yeah i agree to myself it was fun.... knowing sara frenz & <u>hanging out at the same time with dinie...we watched the movie bed time stories it was kinda funny, hahah then hangout at the arcade.. then later on we met up Faizah she was hanging out with her cuzzie and watched the movie bedtime stories too... i didnt not Tee works at one of the shops where they sell all these fabrics silks and all at rizquin heee...we crashed there and chat up a bit...i was really <u>Happy to see her too ....hmmm i wonder where dee i really miss <U>dee and off course the rest of my friends....well today my another best freind Sia chin siah went off to miri to continue her studies there ...is sad though <s>we didnt fulfill the promise of hanging out.. i cried when she said her last goodbyes on the phone.. i knew we'd see each other again someday but it will take a a year or 2 to see her i really miss her alot..=(...*sigh* later that night..i went online again as usual webcam...then katie & i chat up about the stories were making on the web.. were making a stories...its a fun website where you can contribute and makie up your own stories... at the same time you read others..it awesome for writers with great imagination.... and apologies i haven't finish the background yet heee i'll give the link soon...=)... killing time - Friday, January 02, 2009 7:56 PM today nothing much i'm online nw and chatting with sis ziela... i pity her...when u love someone so much u just can't let it go..bt when that person let you go.. it hurts so bad u jz cnt move ryte? everyone been through this i can't understand why we can't accept this fact.. tomorrow i'm out to the mall baby-sitting sara at the mall those who wanna find me..i'll be at the mall tmw HAPPY NEW YEAR - Thursday, January 01, 2009 12:30 AM HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! Time really does fly so fast now its 2009,...i really love this new year...hehe i know me & dinie are in love but we haven't been officially so this is really nice and romantic of him turns out the card he gave me is a proposal to be his girlfriend off course i didnt say no..i said YES and he cried of happiness..so did i =) i'm happy that you're really mine now.. a poem from me to you.. i remember when i first saw you, i couldn't take my eyes off you, from time by time with every chance, i would steal with every glance i couldn't understand why, why did i pry with this, my heart beating fast, only to act a move to you, but i was too afraid, not to say what is true, time passes out of the blue, feelings slowly turns to glue, slowly i finally found that dreams come true, when now there me and you   i never did thought u would be mine it was an impossible wish i never knew u felt the same ..i'm happy to meet you..i'll never regret this...to be ur love..now and i hope it will last longer..even |
