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The unwanted love 
My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emookay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
Faizah♥♥ Read more August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 |
No matter what...i'm such a na'ive - Sunday, May 24, 2009 9:15 PM i can't help the fact that i still think of him.. so much wherever i go wherever i went... its him is all i can see... is him that all i can think is him that i really miss.. why am i faking my smile around?...why am i making this fake expression that i'm happy...but the truth is i'm so lonely/... ITS TRUE I'M STILL REGRETTING but there nothing i can do much now... the memories.. i remember.. the first met in PDS, the hangouts at the mall, the rose and gifts you gave me... the first date i ever had truly with a guy... i think i made some of my frenz worried... especially tara... i noe you and i are alike that why we bond as sisters... i'm sorry tara... truth is i'm still hurt within.. i noe i cried when i'm with you...and i'm sorry to made you worry so much... the W.I.M made me cry hearing mel poem.. i can't take it anymore i just have to let my feelings out here again and again... right.. i might made up some poetry more than what i post.. i just kept to myself... i fake my smile i fake that i'm happy right now... those WORDS still echo in my head and it hurts... cz i noe my tears are hopeless i noe.. i'm hopeless but i'm still NOT giving up... i gave my promise and i really mean it..its up to him to believe or not... to love me or not anymore i'll wait..hurt me jz hurt me.. when i love someone i love him truly cuz DEFENIETLY he changed me alot.. My last word before i end this post I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!... ='(... I'm sorry i'm still weak here.. crying... cuz nothing seem to right around..cz its jz falling apart.. the roses of petals that withers... |
