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The unwanted love 
My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emookay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
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Carnival & Teacher day & Awards pictures - Friday, November 27, 2009 2:53 PM                  like i promised but there more to come :) To the EL Beso team / Music club : i LOVE you all so much the moments we had yesterday is the happiest moment of my lower 6 life before going to upper 6... and i will see you guys soon (tomorrow) looking through the pictures made me cried because i missed you all already like a family we'll never be apart i love you i'll do my best to make music club the best next year as your Vice President Congratulations to Afif & Dayah for the President and vice president of PR music club. To Sallihin becoming the head of the guitar To iqhwan becoming the head of piano / head of music club should i congratulate myself being Vice president of music club? haha last day of school - Thursday, November 26, 2009 8:53 PM Baby i know i'm a rebel today. and i'm loving it.. i know alot of you guys are unsure what to wear either PE or bebas.. i don't care anymore i just wear baju bebas.. when i arrived school everyone staring at me.. and i'm like oookkkay stop staring at me !!~ haha even the teacher tagur *teacher* - napa na kai bju PE? *fie* - hahah krg ku tukar ni ku bawa baju pe *points at my bag* *teacher* - bah tukar tia krg *fie* - *dlm hati* malas ku tukar hahah banar ku bawa PE tapi malas ku kan tukar panas plus my PE shirt like XL and my body like so average hahah bida... i told you i'm rebellious.. today i juggle between both japanese club and music club = running back and forth.. i helped out the japanese club with arranging the sushi.. and distributing the flyers.. haha and then for the music club we had our Final jamming in PTEM.. and few announcements...i'm officially the VP for the Music club next year...:) ( i hope i can do it ) i can say its a sad and happy emotions all mixed up in one day, we cried after the announcement of sham.. seeing Tara and Afif breakdown makes me wanna breakdown *being rebellious with crying doesn't sound rebellious at all* LOL instead of moping all day we decide (the music club) to spend the whole day together. so yeah in a group visiting the japanese club and the PRS.. i think we spend more time on the PRS photography booth where they have all this different props and we use it then pose *ITS CUTE AND FUNNY* They made me use 1. the fake white wig 2.sunglasses, 3.Santa hat, 4.Bunny ears, 5.hold the big bear and the rest of the EL beso team use the other props and each look funny and cute in it *memanat* Not to mention Hanif poking me with the lightsaber sword haha he knows m ticklish and hell yeah i squeak and scream hahah i'm gonna get you back !! next year!! once all the EL Beso gone home, me and sham spend the final moments on the guitar, i know you ask me to play i can't play the guitar that good as you so yeah.. i sing you sing haha no tears but funny being with you.. i can't cry but i feel like it.. and thank you for the song dedications.. Then went i reached home , we bring the cat to the vet cuz he seemed sick, turns out ada kutu!! so the vet gave some shots and some medication i'm feeling sorry for the cat that is sick right now i can't pet it as much as i want to~~ then went out to restaurant and eat and now i'm here blogging~ PS : uploading pics sooon teachers day - Wednesday, November 25, 2009 8:10 PM today is teachers day, i can say is fun the performance of EL Beso was awesome everyone like it. then after that the music club back to the usual jamming, memanat- live band karaoke singing and dancing like there no tomorrow.. then after finishing lunch i sang another song with a teacher the title of the song is hanya ingin kau tahu - Republik.. ( and the teacher compliment i can sing ) thank you and its the first time i'm singing again.. ^_^ Tomorrow will be the carnival i don't freaking care to use uniform or pe uniform for all i care.. last day of school.. who cares? well i don't haha PS : going to upload the photos sooon =D poem #15 confession - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 11:05 PM  he's in my mind all the time, i kept hearing this rhymes with his name, he's in my thought, i think he made it unlock unlocking what i never expected, falling for you.. yes i'm falling, although its not right for me to say, i don't want this friendship to end, just like lending me a pen.. if you can't love me so, then let it be that way, as long as you treat me like your friends, i wouldn't mind, =) because i know love can't be force that way, and i love you.. your asking me who? haha its just a random post i can't sleep tonight. no webcam this is what we do - 10:40 PM   this is what i get???? for not webcamming hahaha tiring - 9:33 PM Today is the final practice for the "teacher day" tomorrow will be the real deal, not nervous,not scared just tired..and then there will be the carnival the day after that, i'm going to stayback tomorrow to help out the japanese club.. Just now is full of fun, memanat, singing, playing the tambourine haha its fun.. i had so much fun, even i tried playing the violin , Abhar taught me how to hold the bow. haha gila look easy skali main bida bunyinya..  hahaha nah D there your answer. i'm trying not to pick sides hahaha i'm scribbling again undescribeable - Saturday, November 21, 2009 5:59 PM how does it feel like being compared to your previous ex-s? ( previous relationships )... well one of the dude (who happens to be my friend ) just did his mistake... *fie* - yeah i love chipmunks too , i can't wait for the next movie to come *dude* - yawah? my ex pun suka chipmunk brabz eversince the movie came out *fie* - hahah coincidence *dude* - could we not talk about this suddenly aku ilang mood, can you go online tonight? i wanna tell you something yeah feeling of awkwardness i stop talking about it...few hours passed i texted him instead... *fie* - bah i'm online now... *dude* - I just wanna tell that your face looks almost the same with my ex that why i want to know you more all this time and interest pasal chipmunk tadi sama brabz... *fie* - *feeling of shock* i cried how would you feel all this time your friend see you similarly like his exgf? but not seeing you as yourself? it hurts me deeply he did say that at first though he tried to get his words back it can't never healed me...seeing me as her and not myself really hurts...  Anyways today saturday.. i went home early since i don't have classed in the afternoon..i'm excited for the carnival.. yet at the same time i'm feeling dizzy right now i don't know why i got the headache... i'm sorry to Afif and Tara i should have told you guys earlier that i'm going home... so my mom and the rest bring us to Yayasan , had our lunch at Fratini's more hallelujah of pasta cravings.. combination with soda float to cool me down... man was it hot today...but then when i got home.. i got knockout and sleep the whole afternoon.. man that headache really hurts =/... Tommy heavebly - Pray :) - Friday, November 20, 2009 4:34 PM something about this video i like it :) something of the lyrics mean something to me been listening to it all day this will be the day i'm officially lame - Thursday, November 19, 2009 10:22 PM  officially lame by this scribbles i made haha for DM hahaha friends don't misunderstand or take this paper seriously i'm just scribbling for fun haha if i ever lose this paperi can read this sayin "I'M OFFICIALLY LAME" thanks to you i sound lame posting this up hahah its a memory of lameness lame lame me! LAME adang lame Fie... PS : do i look innocent to you? I'M LAME - 8:54 PM IT SUPPOSE TO BE DM NOT DH AHHAHAHAHA LAMMMME secrets - 7:13 PM  i just read up D's blog.. haha yeah i wish i can go to japan with you guys alright i really do...haha *thumbs up* practically and literally i'm jealous you can go there like anytime To D : apologies got disconnected because of the connection here *again* like the usual =____=.. okay back to me, i so hate and love today... i love it because it rained heavily and its freezing coooold and i love it ? haha i put my bag outside the student centre *were not allowed to bring bags in* so yeah i practically ignored when it rained outside AND AGAIN TARA THERE!!!~~~*rush with a hug* in a cold freaking weather and i don't know if this is a hate i think this is a hate to me because there are 5 blocks today and we studied only 2 blocks imagine 4 subjects but your only studying 2 today? some may call it bliss i called it bore of not studying Here another thing in psychology class we just started on thickpen and clecky (multiple personality topic) our sir made this activity by writing out nice things about your friends but don't say your name just write your friends name and this is what 3 people ( i didn't know who wrote it) says about me 1. something they say i like to hug people ( if i'm not mistaken ) 2. Hayra Is a person that can keep my dirty lil secret (O_o) Okkkkaaay i might know who that person hahah hey i still keep your dirty lil secret that what friends are... 3. Nice smile :) Thank you for the compliments :) whoever they are =D...then later that afternoon music club stay back... still practicing the EL Beso i think it went well.. let hope it going to be perfect soon!.. Lastly called contessa again, i told her i officially quit.. and there a way i can refund my money back is by coming to piano classes till the end of this month... and i'm like no way i'm going to go back there and waste my precious time on that teacher who doesn't know how to teach right.. SHOULD I GO FOR GUITAR? OR VIOLIN?  missing you - Wednesday, November 18, 2009 8:28 PM truly i've been missing alot of people my best friends, my close friends , everything i feel so tired of everything i don't know and i can't explain myself why i'm tired and why i'm sick.. yes the unfortunate i'm sick and sniffing away Now i'm blogging watching old dvd "the last samurai" after reading the novel vampire academy : frost bite that really hold me in suspense i finish that thick book in one day? that shows how bored i am after studying for a while last night... i QUIT from contessa, still finding a place to learn might as well thinking taking up violin and piano at the same time..i'm still lost yes i'm lost.. lost without music.. lastly a part of me wants to let you go, part of me thinks of you so, part of me loving you so deep, but whatever i do is hopeless to reach, the part of moving on which means i'm losing and you're winning. thats the end of it, i'm trying to find love but that not easy to happen 2012 - Sunday, November 15, 2009 4:08 PM  this can be a creepy thought Yesterday my family and i seen the movie 2012 ( i can give the rating it was overall okay) but whoa would you believe the whole cinema showing 2012 and the cinema is totally packed? and wow i mean packed till the bottom... then we ate at PIZZA HUT *hallelujah* its been months not eating at pizza hut haha enjoying myself with beef lasagna.... it helped to cheered up when i skip school yesterday didn't felt so good on friday  Vains again - Friday, November 13, 2009 3:54 PM  this vanity of mine will never stop ? haha it never will this pic is just a simple eyeliner without make up :)today i had my music class (wouldn't called it much) i didn't like much of my new teacher~ she didn't really teach that much.. she is so different and hearing stories about her is like making me think speaking of books.. been reading vampire academy and its not so bad after all.. and i'm still waiting for sara to finish maximum freedom ( ITS A MUST READ NOVEL ) !! Wouldn't blog much today so far nothing exciting hapens.. i wonder how did the geography and e.lit students did with their exam ???.. hehehe :) CCA closing ceremony coming close been practising no pressure , wait I miss D.. hahah D as in my teddy bear i named it D :) *apakan* haha you know it - Tuesday, November 10, 2009 7:55 PM i've been stalking back people blogs you got that right stalking ^_____^ hahah.. i didn't upload anything much right?.. lately i'm feeling sleepy , maybe i didn't get enough sleep but anyways i was bored so i did some editing pictures and vaining myself with the webcam. been having extra class today for psychology, the heat was unbearable but still hanging on :)... i kept forgetting the afternoon classes cancel so i spend most of the time in the library.. you-tubing with aqilah some ghost clips turns out mostly are fakes *boring* haha... yeah cali ada jua lah..   well i've been thinking about the dev meet maybe i'll just see the event =____= haven't had the guts to strut it welcoming back - Sunday, November 08, 2009 12:30 PM its been a month wait was it 2 months not updating?.. practically i didn't know what to upload much here anymore, i'm sorry to my friends who been reading here wonders why i don't upload no more... well what to upload here i'm unsure , yesterday wafiy and ernna came to do our EAS project on advertising haha i can say it's really funny i wonder how will we act in out tomorrow because its a never ending laughter from me, wafiy just being funny...speaking of project i haven't gathered the props yet.. I really can't wait for december off to malaysia for 1 week from 9 - 16th december it feels like its been ages didn't balik kampung...where my family really came from..finally were going there.. to see my uncle get married *congratz* and have relaxation there... moreover i MISS RATNA IKA HAMZAD * banar2 full name * , TEE,DEE,FAI,WINNIE!.. i miss you girls... i heard that there so many parties lately.. i've been invited to the SAS prom, but i didn't want to go, to the senior prom of PDS well i don't know if i want to go, then in december there this events of artist at rizquin that i've been invited again and a rock gig which i haven't decide yet.. so far i haven't attend any of these social events *sigh* lastly Dev meet? should i enter?? |
