The unwanted love ![]() okay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
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dear bloggy - Sunday, January 03, 2010 9:52 PM dear bloggy, i've been neglecting because i do not know what to post, new year 2010 was awesome being with my girlfriend(best friend) and family the best ever... tonight is the last night i'm going to spend on the laptop and the next day will be a fresh start, with the same old fie i guess?..currently online, when one of my friend bring the topic back up about previous relationships... talking about that, saying it out what i truly feel, saying out what the bad things i done to him, saying it out everyting about the truth, made me realize how much i lost , how much i regret, how much i hurt, how much everything it is that really sucks that i didn't realize what i done, why did i do that? that the questions,,? "dear cinderella you made your choice, its too late and now your just being a peasant girl once more"..i can imagine that.. today 2010, i'm still not over it "i might have like someone, you may take everything from me, but one thing you'll never get from me is my heart because i'm not over the last one~..." i'm so feeling lost and depress because of this i lost my appetitie i lost myself tonight i didn;t eat the whole day, because this is so messed up, i think this is it..my geography all messed up by me ~! |