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The unwanted love 
My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emookay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
Faizah♥♥ Read more August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 |
PTEM Open day - Thursday, January 21, 2010 7:25 PM Today was the official of the school open day, there were so many exhibitions , activities , tour for everyone and the upcoming juniors . With this open day I think the upcoming student might have some idea what they will face in form 6 , how lucky of them :). Music club have their own jamming session at the ampitheatre , it was tiring but fun, i was really HAPPY to see Tara , its been ages i didn't see her its like years but its only been 1 month, haha, then meeting for the first time her best friend Fida, really felt like we known each other for a while :) i can see that she and tara are alike. I can say PTEM is almost full of students from different school, really confusing, and some registered early for the music club was greatful of that. then things ended by 4 everyone started to go home, really was a tiring fun day. But one things for sure, i get this funny feeling everytime i see him, its feels like the first time I saw him , seeing him talking to my mom , my aunt, and my cousin Fai is like i'm missing what i missed the most : getting along. i've been missing badly, hiding myself away , pretending everything okay, In my heart I felt so true no one could ever replaced him in my heart, the way he is , the way he acts, though i tried so hard to forget him but nothing ever did work, giving my heart to someone else is not working. I end up being the way I am right now. I'm selfishly regretting everything i done that Hurt him , that made him sad and cry. Now i know how he once felt yet i'm so foolish. *sigh* i don't mind if he likes someone or in love with someone else, as long as he happy the way he is, i can't chase him although it feels like I WANT to chase him more than anything , i screw up my chances and thats it. but i'm afraid i lost already. :'( clearly i need him in my life if there a last chance being with you  i keep these petals in a box , though it withers and dry it remind me being with you was the happiest time in my life, |
