No matter what...i'm such a na'ive

i can't help the fact that i still think of him.. so much wherever i go wherever i went... its him is all i can see... is him that all i can think is him that i really miss..

why am i faking my smile around?...why am i making this fake expression that i'm happy...but the truth is i'm so lonely/...

ITS TRUE I'M STILL REGRETTING but there nothing i can do much now... the memories.. i remember..

the first met in PDS, the hangouts at the mall, the rose and gifts you gave me... the first date i ever had truly with a guy...

i think i made some of my frenz worried... especially tara... i noe you and i are alike that why we bond as sisters... i'm sorry tara... truth is i'm still hurt within.. i noe i cried when i'm with you...and i'm sorry to made you worry so much... the W.I.M made me cry hearing mel poem..

i can't take it anymore i just have to let my feelings out here again and again...

right.. i might made up some poetry more than what i post.. i just kept to myself... i fake my smile i fake that i'm happy right now...

those WORDS still echo in my head and it hurts... cz i noe my tears are hopeless i noe.. i'm hopeless but i'm still NOT giving up...

i gave my promise and i really mean it..its up to him to believe or not... to love me or not anymore i'll wait..hurt me jz hurt me.. when i love someone i love him truly cuz DEFENIETLY he changed me alot..

My last word before i end this post I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!... ='(...


I'm sorry i'm still weak here.. crying... cuz nothing seem to right around..cz its jz falling apart..

the roses of petals that withers...