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The unwanted love 
My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emookay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
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Aussie Girl!! - Thursday, November 27, 2008 10:54 AM Yeay! Aussie girl was back yesterday...i'm so happy.. i didn't expected it i was hoping she would come today or tomorrow turns out she came back yesterday YEAY!!.. haha .jpg) Love this pic..hehe she & the cake  Now Faizah back.. the family is completed again once more!!
(^__^) anyways i'm off now...going to shop for my prom dress later Tagged again - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 10:54 AM Instruction : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.1.What do you want most for the time being? Happiness with no sadness 2.What is your most favourite thing to do? playing the piano 3.What is your 1 regret in life? trusting & believing him 100% 4.Who inspires you? Meg cabot,Stephenie Meyer,Alicia Keys,Angela Aki, Jay chou,Apolyctipca,Vanessa Mae,(some musicians & novelist) 5.What kind of music do you love the most? JAPANESE!!! ^__^ (oh i so need to change my playlist) 6.What would you do if today is the last day you would live this current life of yours because tomorrow you are going to live a totally different life? ...never wish to happen.. 7.What are you afraid to lose the most? Family & Friends & anything that is most precious to me 8.What do you feel like doing, right now? To shop for something 9.If you can get out of your current life circumstances, would you? Improve for the better 10.List 3 good points of the person who tagged you. Pretty,cool,nice 11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? To at least have a bit of a perfect life 12.What your favourite desserts? CHOCOLATE CAKE, CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM, CHOCOLATIC FREAK-ISH ME 13.What is your ambition? Composer / Journalist 14.What life without love? cruelty & emptiness 15.If you had a choice to be rich or happy,which one would you pick? Can i choose both? 16.If you have a chance,where would you like to further your studies? JAPAN 17.Who is the person/people that you can share all your problems with? My bestfriends 18.How do you see yourself in 10 years time? I'm a wife? 19.Who do you think is the coolest person for now? My friends 20. Are you satisfying answering these questions? Muchly Yeah... ------------------------------------------------------------------- RULES : 1.Put your iTunes,Media Player etc.. on shuffle 2.For each questions,press the next button to get your answer 3.YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS 4.Put any comments in brackets after the song name 5.Tag 6 people Are you male or female? -Taking over me by Evanescene (yeah hahah) Describe yourself -can't help but wait from OST Step up 2 (get to know me better so wait hahah) What do people feel when they're around you? -Take you down by Chris brown (sorry haha i will never do that) Describe your current relationship -Still here by Natasha Bedingfield (still here being single) Where would you like to be now? -Silver By Nirvana (this answer so way off) How do you feel about love? -Tears by X-Japan (true my love life always ends with tears) What your life's like? -Passion by Utada Hikaru (YES!! i AGREE 100% Music my passion) What would you ask for if you had only one wish? -Keeps oxygen by Eye set to kill (Oh i wonder how 0_0) Say something wise : -Falling for you by Taking back Sunday (i'm falling in love again haha) if someone says "is this okay?" -A Night to remember by High School musical 3 (uhhh no comments) How would you describe yourself? -Switch by Will smith (naaahh i never switch things) What do you like in guy/girl? -In between by Linkin Park (so way out of question) How do you feel today? -Be good to me by Ashley Tisdale (yeah just feeling good as always) What is your life purpose? -First love by Utada Hikaru (hahaha no..studies my purpose then love) What is your motto? -You are so last summer by Taking Back Sunday (hell yeah!!) What do your friends think of you? -Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin (oh yes i am heheh *smirk*) What do you think of your parents? -Room 409 by Bullet for my valentine (eeehhh?? Apakan?) What do you think about very often? -Just let you go now By bratz (never i'll never let it go that easily seriously) What is 2+2? -Kekasih Gelapku by Ungu (What da hell?) What do you think of your best friends? -Hotlips by Eyes set to kill (hahah entah ahh) What do you think of the person you like? -Bagaikan Sakti by M.Nasir & siti nurhaliza (Maybe) What is your life story? -The end by Bullet for my Valentine (noooo its not over yet haha) What do you want to be when you grow up? -Sharp hints of new tears by Dashboard confessional (more tears? nooo i'll go happy) What do you think of when you see the person you like? -Hanya ku ingin kau tahu by Republik (Yes..i love this song) What will you dance to at your wedding? -Everywhere by Michelle Branch (would i) What will they play at your funeral? -Step up by linkin park (hell no) What is your hobby/interest? -Decepticons Transform by Krump (i love this song makes me wanna dance) What is your biggest fear? -Low by Flo. Rida (that so not my fears) What is your biggest secret? -To Zanarkand OST Final Fantasy X (dat will be the place of my hideout) What do you think of your friends? -Mind forest by Gackt (when you have alot of ideas of fun is like a forest? *random*) What will you post this as? -Going under by Evanescene (going under and out *sneaky much*) i tag: jolin faizah, dee, tee, winnie, Ika Graduation pix - Monday, November 24, 2008 1:24 PM TO ALL THE GRADUATES OF YEAR 11(2008) SMSS/PDS I'M GONNA MISS U ALL SO MUCH!!                     But there are more than just these shots haha going to grab from frenz soon !! XD!! *My lol medicine ppffttss..XD!!* - Saturday, November 22, 2008 7:47 PM Randomly searching on youTube..haha well actually i was watching some final fantasies & random Kingdom hearts and this pops out ... haha very funny XD! The first time i viewed it OMG!! my stomach hurts hahah seriously...(watch reno dances).. And then came the BLOOPERS...ppffttss.. pokemon cards hahah!! Lastly their Hair issues!!.... To all who noes final fantasies..well this videos will crack you guys up seriously..i watched it over & over again its so funny.. tagged - Friday, November 21, 2008 2:08 PM i've been tagged by faizah. 1. What's your ambition? - be a composer/journalist 2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend? - Since i'm single , friends 3. How often do you think of committing suicide? - never 4. Do you think you have enough confidence? - maybe 5. Do you believe what goes around comes around? - definitely 6. Do you believe in God? - yes 7. Do you believe in eternal love? - not really but let's see when i'm married =) 8. What's a perfect boyfriend/girlfriend like to you? (List 10) - honest - funny - romantic - hot - who will always be there for me - nice - friendly - supportive - smart - NOT smoking or taking drugs 9. What would the worst boyfriend/girlfriend be like? - when he lies / cheated / or not being honest 10. What feeling do you love the most? - peaceful 11. What is your worst habit? - being lazy 12. Is there anything you want to tell the people who hate you? - just back off and let me live my life 13. Do you cherish every single one of your friendships? - yes [ i even still kept the letters throughout the years in a box and all the gifts etc...] 14. What does flying mean to you? - freedom from being hurt 15. What do you currently crave the most? - ice cream 16. Have you ever regretted any decisions you have made? If so, briefly describe them. - i did...for believing one of my exbf words truly....with the promises... in the end this is where i am... 17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words. - she's fun,cool,pretty,smart =),loud,sensative,lovable[friendship ways] 18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy? - to compose a complete song on my piano =) 19. What will you become in another 10 years? - a wife to someone / composer 20. If you could have one superpower, what would it be? - flying or healing? im gonna tag... - Mmi Syahrah - Aeda - Hazreena - Nadee - Ratna I wish so much - Thursday, November 20, 2008 1:22 PM i didn't want to post yesterday cuz i was too tired... The whole afternoon till night "the family" including me played DDR till night..it's been a while since we played DDR because were always so busy with exams and work and all haha it was fun..we even played expert haha mengantam sja step wherever too tired cuz it was fast haha..Till my grandmother tagur "eh basah ja bju mu a2" yes i sweat from top to bottom i lost a few kg after that DDR =D.... Few days ago....i notice my mobile ... so...so..so..gonna die... NOKIA E71     yes a dream phone of mine too expensive..yet m not giving up i'm going to get that phone =D Hmmm well now to think of it...there a cosplay next month But..but..but...i'm BROKE T____T...i really really wanna goooo so badly...but i'm B.R.O.K.E. to make a costume... *sigh* i plan to cosplay as Yuuki..before she was a vampire..  Yuki before vampire  Yuki after vampire  Ehhhhh O_0 *Not what i had in mind*
- Tuesday, November 18, 2008 2:48 PM Since O'levels are finished it's time to put up more stories...[made up stories] Natasha, the person who very hard to fell in love...till one day, while she ws browsing through friendster, she noticed someone picture..is strange though when she stared at his pictures she could felt something in her heart, a gentle warmth and a fast heart beating...she chose to ignored at first..and thinks he is just like others.. Natasha suffered heart-break experiences more than twice which made her think that love is just a pain, she cried through most of the time after being dumped by the one she loves the most in 2007, she remained single through the months.. Just like others, she posted a comment on Jake [ the guy who she stared his pictures ] making friends made her happy.. but as the months went past..slowly she started to feel something.. then he asked her if he could meet her just once...and so they planned where to meet...although it was from a far distance..she suddenly fell for him....after being complimented that she was "cute".. Natasha blushed & her heart just won't stop beating... To be continued... O'LEVEL'S OVER!!!! - Monday, November 17, 2008 6:10 PM YEAY!! O'LEVEL OVER!! =) not going to talk much on the exams here.... tapi yang mengalih we have GRADUATION REHEARSAL from 1.30 - 4pm tadi.. haha mengalih.. haha yeah it was BORING for me GRADUATION DAY Date : 23rd November,2008 Venue : ICC Time : 12.30 pm i didn't know why but i came very much early so i hangout with my former "primary teacher" outside ICC haha well they will always be the same as ever...then i went in..ICC ahhh so cold n silent...  Mayven & Barry  Hazmi , Nawi, Mizan  sia,me & vivian  wardah & mumz  wardah, mumz & barry 
 Backstage
Not much pix haha but i'll grab somewhere lagi nanti haha ...=) graduation hahaha yeah ...
switch to katherine mcphee song before reading - Sunday, November 16, 2008 6:33 PM SWITCH TO KATHERINE MCPHEE SONG- EVERYWHERE I GO BEFORE READING THIS  me & dee us at coffee zone me & him + dee [and the rest] Fortunately i grabbed a few pix from my facebook..well i didn't active my facebook but now m active..well..this pic was taken by the good times during puasa + raya well i couldn't forget this moments easily...especially with the person who still stuck in your heart *sigh*..in my heart he hurts me so much..yet i miss him so badly..yet i love him still... what should i do? i know i should have move on..but still.. he still in my head everywhere i go..there will always be a memory of me & him... at the mall by the arcade.. at my school by the parking lot..at my house playing the ps2 n the cakes.. i miss him badly..so badly i need him but i noe i wont get him back///..=(  i can't wait for the hangout with the "hawt cheekas" gang... exam over..but friends till the end.. waiting that particular "aussie girl" to come back i got tagged by Nadee!! - Friday, November 14, 2008 9:35 PM  Hahaha yes..this pic just got taken Tadi my eyes were looking elsewhere....hahah sara main computer CS lagi tuu hahah *stare*1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now. 2) Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture. 3) Post that picture with NO editting. 4) Post these instruction with your picture. 5) Tag 5 people to this. I TAGGED 1.Fai 2.Dee 3.Tee 4.Hazreena 5.Mumz - Wednesday, November 05, 2008 5:07 PM Hahah see i broke my promises of posting a blog tmw english i wouldnt mind Frankly i was browing thru Ebay something caught my eye when i read the newspaper on gothic lolita fashions ........ Should i try these kind of styles?? .... My makeover plans : 1.Going to cut my hair layer *with fringe or without fringe*?? [ i need votes ] 2. Going to use skirts !! n dresses [ a big change ] 3. Goodbye to jeans? well not all jeans.. 4. No make up jz simple i can be... 5. Go punk lolita punk?? [i need votes] PUNK LOLITA FASHIONS  Love the corsets styles!!  
Should i try this out??????   ONE OF THE CHOBITS COSPLAYS!! |
