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The unwanted love 
My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emookay i'm in PTE Meragang UPPER 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
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word "i miss you" - Sunday, August 30, 2009 9:14 PM i think i have an addiction of saying the words i miss you ... i mean i'm not saying it for fun.. really when i say i miss you i really miss that person very much..eversince puasa limit the time in school i feel like i didn't see much of the people that i always see which makes me missing them... Example : just as i miss the people in music club, a few of seniors around school and off course i miss the cheeka's and my other closest friends.. i'm practically bored right now.. studying geography for test tomorrow taking a short break my blogging.. Last night, on MSN i appear offline didn't like to be disturbed that much then when my mood was ok appearing online again ...7 people texted me it was confusing -_-"... i end up 1.skype-ing video call with ika ( we crack so much of lol + boredom) 2.Webcam with tara ( spotted her at the stadium ) 3.Chatting with others.. And today i CRAMPED my fingers forcefully on the piano ( i think this as my form of punishment ) i'll post up something else soon... i know its plain boring to see text without pictures or video ( exceptional to the once who enjoy reading my blog :) )... poetry # 3 (replying poems) - Thursday, August 27, 2009 9:28 PM i made this poem in my Facebook posted in my notes i didn't know Waie :) might respond with reply its really touching now i wanted to post here.. did you forget? did you regret? did it satisfy you? did it please you? 5 months pass, 6 months to come, time went even fast, faster till it won't last, to hide myself, to confide myself, to stop the fears, now i end the tears, slowly, i'm moving a step forward, slowly, i'm not looking back, slowly, i'm trying to smile. slowly, i'm being myself once more.. times i cherish, will never perish, standing in the rain, gaze the sky, with one rose in my hand, i let my tears fall, i let it fall for the last time, before i smile.. the reply : waie : under the rain.. with open sky.. everybody passed by.. nobody know.. nobody realized.... that u cry u may be sad.. u may cry.. forget bout tiz.. forget bout tat.. let it flew.. let it drop.. once u stop.. then its a dot dot dot.. fie reply to waie : i admit, i reach my limit, because i knew, i was defeated now i'm retreating back. to where i was and where i am once more it life - 2:13 PM the most common thing that a teen would go through is "love" all we can say is love is blinding us hiding the flaws we see.. we think that love would be perfect how wrong i predicted it.. i'm just randomly posting as my tummy go rumbling :s anyways i'm off doing my projects and all :) P/S: my tagboard is sooo soooo problematic for the moment you still can post comment but in order to see your comments jz refresh it.. plus the new comments came from the top and not the bottom UK Exhibition - Tuesday, August 25, 2009 9:16 PM Today the UK EXHIBITION at the rizquin mall.. i think its the same every year but this is the first time going there with my friend.. i think i was too concentrating on the courses and subjects available... till i reach this booth which is Bradford uni.. standing in front of it .. checking my checklist then went to this booth at first i didn't realize my aunt was there then when i lift up my head i was like "eh ammmmyy~~" we talk and talk alot she introduce me to her college and all... we talked till i almost forgot the purpose i went there XD! not to mention that i met TEERAH~~ really there so many unexpected and old friends i seen there they might not remember me but i remember them well :) here a short convo with tee i that made me shock (its not accurate) *Tee* - *pokes* *fie* - *Teeeee* *hugs* *Tee* - fieeee , fie u look thin.. *fie* - 0_0 do i ? *tee* - maybe batah na jumpa a2 kali yeah u look thin.. i've been worried though my old friends the first thing they say fie you look thin ... but some say i look the same... its weird i'm not skipping any meals nor diet yet m thin? maybe because i'm stress with my subject and sleep late nights due to works and all *sigh* can't help it though this is my life now... Now i'm listening to a song by demi lovato - don't forget.. the lyrics again its damn deep and sad..even the video really sad (although demi didn't look like demi there but she is demi) i just notice it - Friday, August 21, 2009 6:25 PM i just notice that u didn't post anythin for the month of august well that proves that my blog been dead for a while 0.0 19th August : Prince Azim visits PTEM everything went hectic by the last minute :s music club perform miley cyrus - the climb and the song El Beso.. nervous breakdown yet its was ok in the end with smiles and tears and relief.. anways i want to wish all muslims happy fasting :) bro & sis i'm going to disturb you during sahur with mc :s :) since puasa will start.. dismiss early 12.30..wohoo!! *temptation of chocolate is on hold*.. *gasp* hahahah  i miss cheeka's & ratna... *suddenly i remember the sungkai last year oh well will post it soon* |
